So you’ve “stumbled” across my heroes chronicles I’m sad to say that this time i -cant be bothered to write my heroes chronicles haven’t had the chance to write anything or its in the process of being edited or created ok so thats the old message im going to keep it on there in case i take this story down for aset amount of time
My heroes chronicles(well there not actually his chronicles its just a story at this time im going to find a way to incorporate my hero in here)
Chapter 1
He woke with a start, this was the fourth time this week that he had, had this dream. Still groggy from his deep slumber he reached for the light switch, thinking back to how the dream would start:
It would always start in some room he didn’t know where or how he got there, he just knew that he was in this room. He would look around and try to see some clue of why he was in this room, but to not avail all he did notice was the fact that this time the room had breeze blocks instead of just normal bricks, the walls seemed to change in each dream, but he had no idea why they changed.
Suddenly the walls the wall would just collapse revealing a whole building, he would start to explore going the same way every time, he would start to check some of the rooms to see if anyone else was in there but there would always be no one and the rooms would be bare and empty of any trace of a human life. He would get scared and run while trying to find the exit to this building but he can never find it.
As he would run he would trip and fall on exactly to same spot every time but he would never expect it, it would always come as a surprise. As he fell he would start to think about all the times that he screwed up in his life, all the times that he would be the last to a party, even his own, and even how his parents would constantly criticise his every move, and how he was bullied at school. But he would never reach the floor, there would always be something that would stop him, that something was a woman, of about (he guessed this) 23 years of age.
He would thank her but she would never speak she would just stand there looking at him inquisitively, before walking off, he would run forward to catch up with her. When he did so he tried again to talk to her but she again didn’t respond and carried on walking. She entered a room of sorts and he realised that it was the room he had started his dream in and she knocked on the far wall and a small panel, unlocked its self and the woman crutching slightly, she walked inside, he just stood there for a couple of seconds before the woman’s head came out from the other side of the wall and beckoned him in with her hand before disappearing agheain. This time he followed her, into a room full of pictures of people who he knew and cared about.
He tossed and turned in his bed, this was always the bit that would wake him up but not this time He looked over each of the pictures each one was in a time line of sorts, of when met them, so it started with his parents then to his big brother then to the people he met at school and so forth until it came to an empty spot there were pictures all around it but at that position there was no picture he thought who could this be?
Who had he met that had left such a big gap in his life?
Who had he lost?
chapter 2
Ok so this is my story, and i know that every story must start at the start but sometimes you need to start at the end so Ok so this is my story, and i know that every story must start at the start but sometimes you need to start at the end so here goes… here goes…
Okay so this is the story of my life and death. As i said before this is the story of my death and I probably don’t have that Okay so this is the story of my life and death. As i said before this is the story of my death and I probably don’t have that much time so i best get to it, I live in a world where everyone can see when you will die, everyone but you and so its much time so i best get to it, I live in a world where everyone can see when you will die, everyone but you and so its probably one of the worst places to live in, but we try and make life easier for everyone by looking out for everyone. There probably one of the worst places to live in, but we try and make life easier for everyone by looking out for everyone. There is no one left who remembers when we didn’t have the “clocks” but we have always been born with them and so we just accept them. is no one left who remembers when we didn’t have the “clocks” but we have always been born with them and so we just accept them. But with everything there is a cause or stipulation to these ”clocks” and that is that you cant ever tell that person when they are dying, But with everything there is a cause or stipulation to these ”clocks” and that is that you cant ever tell that person when they are dying, but you can give them clues of sorts, pointers and things like that, for if you just tell them there is something in us that would kill us but you can give them clues of sorts, pointers and things like that, for if you just tell them there is something in us that would kill us instantly and no on know what it is. instantly and no on know what it is.
I found out today that my “clock” was nearly empty, that i didn’t have long to live, that i only had a matter of days, maybe even hours, but I found out today that my “clock” was nearly empty, that i didn’t have long to live, that i only had a matter of days, maybe even hours, but I wasn’t going to let that get me down I was just going to live my final few days in peace and with my family but there was one person I wasn’t going to let that get me down I was just going to live my final few days in peace and with my family but there was one person who I needed to make amends with and that was my brother. Oh how I missed him. so I set about making travel arrangements to visit who I needed to make amends with and that was my brother. Oh how I missed him. so I set about making travel arrangements to visit my brother and to make peace with him. my brother and to make peace with him.
I decided to go by train. 1st class mind you, I deserve some luxuries in life, especially when it might be the last time I could be able to do I decided to go by train. 1st class mind you, I deserve some luxuries in life, especially when it might be the last time I could be able to do this. He lived on the other side of the country, and I had heard that he had become some sort of recluse ever since his wife had died, the this. He lived on the other side of the country, and I had heard that he had become some sort of recluse ever since his wife had died, the sad thing is he never saw how low her “clock” was until it was too late. When i arrived at the train station people would move out of the sad thing is he never saw how low her “clock” was until it was too late. When i arrived at the train station people would move out of the way to let me past because my clock was low, maybe i should be close to dying more often, I know I shouldn’t joke about things like this way to let me past because my clock was low, maybe i should be close to dying more often, I know I shouldn’t joke about things like this but its true. but its true.
When i arrived at the train station nearest to my brothers house, i got off and even more people were nice to me and would ask me if i When i arrived at the train station nearest to my brothers house, i got off and even more people were nice to me and would ask me if i needed any help with my bags or anything, i declined and with a air of sadness in the train station I left because I didn’t want to be…how needed any help with my bags or anything, i declined and with a air of sadness in the train station I left because I didn’t want to be…how can I say this…pestered by people who think they are helping but they weren’t helping at all. can I say this…pestered by people who think they are helping but they weren’t helping at all.
And so i set off on my short trek to my brothers house, just out side of the town. The road was empty as if the drivers were scared to And so i set off on my short trek to my brothers house, just out side of the town. The road was empty as if the drivers were scared to drive along here in case they might hit me or something. This made me even more sad and i thought, with a heavy heart, that i would drive along here in case they might hit me or something. This made me even more sad and i thought, with a heavy heart, that i would have had a much better last few days if i had stayed with my family back in my home town instead of this “alien landscape” but i still have had a much better last few days if i had stayed with my family back in my home town instead of this “alien landscape” but i still needed to reconcile with my brother, for what I had done was something that I have regretted and never forgotten. needed to reconcile with my brother, for what I had done was something that I have regretted and never forgotten.
When I had arrived at my brothers house, I noticed that the door was open so I let my self in and by pure luck I remembered my torch on When I had arrived at my brothers house, I noticed that the door was open so I let my self in and by pure luck I remembered my torch on this journey and so I pulled it out, and I illuminated this dusty house. this journey and so I pulled it out, and I illuminated this dusty house.
CRASH. CRASH.
Well its a good job no one could see me now because, I just walked into a set of draws, so that hurt. But when i did so i swear i could Well its a good job no one could see me now because, I just walked into a set of draws, so that hurt. But when i did so i swear i could hear some movement up stairs, and so i decided to head up there and see if i could find him. hear some movement up stairs, and so i decided to head up there and see if i could find him.
BOOM. BOOM.
The torch fell to the floor. The torch fell to the floor.
So did the gun. So did the gun.
So did i. So did i.
My brother came running over. Crying as he did, while my hand went up to my chest, and up to the wound that had suddenly appeared. My brother came running over. Crying as he did, while my hand went up to my chest, and up to the wound that had suddenly appeared.
I could taste the salt in my tears, as they rolled down my check to my open gasping mouth. I could taste the salt in my tears, as they rolled down my check to my open gasping mouth.
“im so sorry.” He cried mournfully. Then he noticed my clock he cried even more, for he was the reason for its fast depletion. “im so sorry.” He cried mournfully. Then he noticed my clock he cried even more, for he was the reason for its fast depletion.
I replied wheezily, “its ok I knew it had to end and im almost happy it was you that pulled the trigger and no one else,” I replied wheezily, “its ok I knew it had to end and im almost happy it was you that pulled the trigger and no one else,”
“i thought you were a burglar, I’ve had several in the past few weeks as if one wasn’t enough,” “i thought you were a burglar, I’ve had several in the past few weeks as if one wasn’t enough,”
“its ok I cam here to make amends for what I did,” “its ok I cam here to make amends for what I did,”
“why what did you do?” “why what did you do?”
I killed her. I couldn’t hide that anymore I needed to tell him right here, right now, before its too late but the words got stuck in my throat. I killed her. I couldn’t hide that anymore I needed to tell him right here, right now, before its too late but the words got stuck in my throat. All I could do was cough, and splutter blood. As my lung collapsed. All I could do was cough, and splutter blood. As my lung collapsed.
“ I killed her, I was driving the car when it hit her, I’m so sorry.” I confessed “ I killed her, I was driving the car when it hit her, I’m so sorry.” I confessed
“who?” “who?”
“y-y-your…your wife.” “y-y-your…your wife.”
With that he closed he eyes and put his head to the damp, dusty floor, and started weepy. “why?… why did you not tell me before?” With that he closed he eyes and put his head to the damp, dusty floor, and started weepy. “why?… why did you not tell me before?”
“Because I thought that you would hate me and I didn’t want to end my life with my brother hating me, I want to live my finale days with “Because I thought that you would hate me and I didn’t want to end my life with my brother hating me, I want to live my finale days with my whole family, and that includes you, no matter what happens.” my whole family, and that includes you, no matter what happens.”
With his last wheezy breaths he hugged his brother and said sorry one last time With his last wheezy breaths he hugged his brother and said sorry one last time
“I forgive you.” “I forgive you.”