Day 1- The Wonderments Of Creation
This is Story of my life and how i came to be. Everything started in a big explosion in what seemed like a split second. although it must have been much longer. im not entirely sure as i cant remeber it all ive only been alive a short time, maybe one day i can explain how this all came about.
Day 2 – I Had A Dream Last Night
It all started it what seemed like the darkest of places. I couldn’t see anything it felt as if nothing existed. but then out of the darkness there was a tiny little yellow orange light. It grew larger at an astonishing rate. i couldnt here anything it was this amazing silence. The ball grew large enough that i could see it looked as if it was made of fire. And as it engulfed me i heard an ear shattering explosion. It shocked me so much i awoke.
January 4th 2012 – A New Understanding
I think I finally you got the whole date thing down now. maybe now i can keep better track of my dreams. like earlier i was day dreaming and i saw what looked like a fast forwarding movie of the skys. I think it may have been this Beening Who i keep hearing in my head. Im not sure if im going Crazy or just remebering things. but it seemed like big blue see through swirls forming soild balls. Maybe someday ill understand these Dreams im having.
January 4th 2012 – a questionable experiance
Today as i was walking along i thought to myself are we alone. It seems that something is out in clouds but is it responsible for everything around us. This thought came to me after i stopped to watch the beauty of a waterfall and the clouds above. Is There are Greater purpose to life other than fighting monsters.
January 5th 2012 – Simpliciy
im not sure if it means anything but i dreamt last nigth that there was a masive set of hands playing with stings controling us. it was almost like a puppet master, is that all we are is puppets to a high power. or maybe thats just what we assume the worlds like. dose anyone know why we do the things we do? is it to get through the day or is there a reason behind it? one day i hope to figure out what the meaning of life is as this question truly perplexes me.
January 8 2012 – swamped
i havent thought much about anything lately. and i dont know why i guess its been difficult since my death. rebirth hurts very much by the way. it feels like you skin is beening ripped of your body and boiling oil is beening tossed at. thats how it was for me atleast i dont wanna die again.
January 11 2012 – Its A Guild Thing
its been a long and hard journey and its not over yet but i will be a member the guild. it must be i cant fail.